Sunday, May 25, 2008

My Sugarmuffin's Poem

ALL CREDIT GOES TO MY HONEYBUNNY, D****L I****U


Sweet love,
How my heart has never sung such a sweeter song,
But to the one that has sewn it together.
My faults and errors have proven me guilty.
Dwelling in impurity,
Drowning the innocent,
Flooding my mind,
This isn't real,
This just won't happen.
Only if I had listened to myself,
Over and over I say,
Over and over.
Open my eyes to what isn't there,
And shut out what is.
You've grasped me in your chokehold,
But kissed my head as you lay me to sleep.
Poison me in your love I pray,
Hold me to death.

Sweet, innocent villain,
You wound me in your sleep.
Your beauty reaches beyond any defense left,
Your absence murders me.
Oh, countless hours,
Must your steady rhythm move so slowly?
Day by day, night by night,
I wonder, wish and wait,
Wonder, wish and wait.
The pain of separation is only caressed by time's length.
I look towards the heavens in hope of a new day,
"Maybe the sun will shine today."
I stand still and wait,
Looking forward to what won't happen,
Wanting the impossible.
Tomorrow's a new day,
But how much different would it be without the sun to warm it?
How much different would I be without your deadly embrace to heal me?

You're like a sickness,
Far beyond any tumor.
A disease that originated in me,
Growing because of you.
But what a wonderful sickness I could never ask for,
To stain my innocent heart with your mark,
To embellish my heart with your beauty.
A fatal disease to never be removed,
Neither to be replaced.
Overwhelming joy engendered by this pain,
Death brought about by this joy.
You're my love,
You're my everything,
You're my murderer.


Dear love,
Run faster,
Come closer,
Catch me in your bloodied hands.
Reach for me with a closed fist,
Embrace me in your cold arms.
You can take me in here forever,
It's not that i'm holding on,
I can't let go.


Innocence must be a gift,
You dance in its presence so gracefully.
You're so wonderfully made,
I can't resist loving you.
But this hatred is deep,
Intertwining love with hate,
Light with darkness,
I'm helpless, lost,
I need your cursed presence.
Touch my lips till I freeze cold,
Kill me one more time,
Before I love you again.




hehe this is so awesome =D



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Silverdpx3 (4:33:37 PM): <.>
Silverdpx3 (4:33:38 PM): LOL
leahciM yrraH (4:33:39 PM): LOL

me: is your font veranda
me: ?
him: no
me: uh
me: nigger
me: font
him: niggeritis
him: ROTFL


him: C=
him: heh
me: LOL
him: LOL
me: looks like a dick
me: :P
him: ROTFL